Lust

 

LUST: a passionate or overmastering desire or craving

As I think about HIM I'm trying to recall when my innocent, school girl crush turned into the all consuming lust that I feel today.

What was the situation? What were the words spoken that flipped the switch and brightened this emotion to my mind?

When I look at HIM I still have remnants of the days of crushing.

My inability to stand still in HIS presence.

The way I would fumble my words in rapid succession like my beating pulse.

How I trained my ear to listen to his ninja silent footsteps.

HIM...with his subtle glances and nonchalant demeanor put an extra edge on that ledge of my emotions.

There is a lust for him that I can't nor want to contain.